i wanted to post a lot about anything like my first years in blogging. but hell, i dont know whats wrong with me. imbis na isulat ko at ishare, hahayaan ko nalang na wag. hindi naman ako tinatamad o nawawalan na ng gana. pero para nalang maging safe at tahimik buhay ko.napansin kong lately, ang safe ng blogs ko. hahahaha i have been into a lot since the last quarter of 2011 but i have not written anything about it. i fell in love, had a broken heart, had a new work, new mobile, new environment, new experiences.. but written none.

am i now trying to live according to others opinion? am i trying to impress someone? or making sure no one gets hurt na? ow, wait.. am i being matured? tae, tumatanda na ako? oh no.

i really wanted to share specially about my work and everyday life as a roving specialist. my life as a probi. the one who is being thought now. the one who is being bullied now. the one who is trying to find his place in the organization. also, on how i learned to budget my money :) at last! hahaha of course, my hearts' status. and everything else on my mind. hey! i have a crush. goooooodness, ngayon pa ako nag-ka crush kung kelan nasa midlife crisis na ako. hahaha ang ganda kasi ng mata nya, nangungusap. hahahahahah :P

no ones to be blamed. not my new job. not the time. not the internet connection kahit ubod na ng bagal ng smart!!! not others, at syempre not myself. it is my choice. i may not be happy by choice, but the effects of the choice i made makes me feel at peace. hahahahaha